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I'm Deidra. In the process and on the cusp of... what? I don't know. Currently trying to bend the wires of my future. Trying to make sure I don't come derailed.


Mary had a little Snoop Dogg


Mary had a little Snoop Dogg



I need this show back on air

this is golden


Myself (Ashley B. Chew) working in my room. Photos by Toxicc Photography.

Anonymous said: One of the saddest and most hil- NO BITCH, the sad thing here is the fact that you're a stripper. If you want respect, maybe you should've graduated high school. 😂😂 when did stripping become a legitimate career?


Awww, you tried so hard, but unfortunately I can’t hear you over the sound of my debt-free college degree and massive disposable income.



i never really liked

my name


until i found out

what it tastes like

when you write it in frosting

on top of a cake



i dont understand the stereotype that women are obsessed with shoes, like have u ever met a high school boy


tura satana appreciation post. here’s what u need to know:

  • born in 1938 and died in 2011
  • her parents were a silent movie actor and a circus performer
  • she was gang-raped by five men when she was ten. they were never prosecuted and it was rumoured that the judge was paid off.
  • this prompted her to train in various martial arts (such as aikido and karate)
  • over the next 15 years, she hunted down each of her rapists and exacted revenge against them. they never even knew who she was until she told them
  • at the same time, she formed an all-woman gang called “the angeles”
  • "we had leather motorcycle jackets, jeans and boots and we kicked butt."
  • moved to los angeles when she was 15 and supported herself
  • dated elvis presley and turned down a marriage proposal from him
  • her most famous film role was in 1965, as varla, a “very aggressive and sexual female character”, in faster, pussycat! kill! kill! (a film that was “an ode to female violence”)
  • tura was responsible for her own costume, makeup, use of martial arts, and much of her dialouge. she also performed all her own stunts and fight scenes
  • was known for not taking shit from anyone. russ meyer, the director for faster, pussycat! kill!, said of her “[tura was] extremely capable. she knew how to handle herself. don’t fuck with her! and if you have to fuck her, do it well! she might turn on you!”

I have 11 dollars in my bank account but I’m too proud to borrow money from my parents. My cars a piece of crap and once again I cried on the way home because of it. I have a talent for making shitty art in huge amounts, so I end up only reassuring myself of my worthlessness. Despite the last four years of somewhat healthy body image all I want to do is bend over the toilet to get rid of all my fat. My boyfriend doesn’t take care of our apartment and doesn’t acknowledge it when I do. All I can do to escape my life is get drunk off cheap beer, sleep, and then look forward to another day of everything I don’t want. Tell me again, why didn’t I kill myself when I thought I had the courage all those years ago?